No fear. No distractions. The ability to let that which does not matter truly slide.

What is it that truly does not matter?

does love matter?

does carrying an emotional torch for someone truly matter when in a blink of an eye they can lose any and all care for you entirely?

it's said that when a seahorse finds a mate they stay together for the rest of their lives...

a female preying mantis also eats the head off of her mate after they conceive children...

which of these characteristics seems more like human nature?

advertising has us working job's we hate...to buy shit we dont need, so i ask

does success matter?

does financial success really matter when no matter how much money a man has he cannot buy back a past he is fond of or happiness he lacks?

does staying fit and healthy really matter when we are all going to die someday anyway?

i feel like i have been cheated out of something great...

there is no great battles to be fought in my time, no great threat on our lives by a foreign dictator commiting genocide on peoples he doesnt seem fit to live, no invading army threatning to take over and enslave everything and everyone we hold dear...only a government that lies to us and the greatest war of all time...the war against myself, there is no medal for that, they don't hand out rewards on national television for conquering yourself, the only reward, is perfect peace with the universe

my great war...my ultimate glory...is to know and understand everything about my enemy, to conquer him and triumph, to have complete control, a clear mind, an unwavering dicipline, to become an enlightend being

what truly matters in this world?

to have the strength and courage to keep moving foward even tho a hailstorm of arrows is raining down on you, the strength to take pain and turn it into wisdom, and the knowledge to knwo that in the end...everything is the way it should be...

the trust that the universe will work itself out...